Chronicles

Andamidami kong gustong isulat dito sa blog na to. But then, pag isusulat ko na, lagi kong naiisip na..."Wag na lang...". Hindi kasi ako yung tipo ng tao na madaling mag-open up sa iba (to the tune of that good`ol Nescafe jingle...). There are things about me that I can easily share with somebody. Pero mas marami pa rin yung di ako kumportable na sabihin. I always think want other people may think pag nagsulat ako ng somthing unusual. I mean, the usual na sinusulat ko dito. This blog don't have much to boast about when it comes to content. Or at least that's what I think of. Not that I don't enjoy blogging. I do. It's just that the things I write are mostly edited versions of what I really think/feel. If I would write all, and I mean, ALL the things that go inside my head. You would really, think I'm kind of sick, or something. Who knows when I'd be able to write all those things down without thinking about what you people might think. You see, it's all about perceptions and images.

I don't want to keep a journal, using papers, that is. Ewan ko ba. Siguro, epekto yun ng napapanood natin sa TV na pag namatay ka, may isang makakakita ng diary mo tapos lahat ng tinatago mong lihim mabubunyag na sa lahat. Patay ka na nga, tapos magiging indignant pa. Call it paranoia, or whatever. Ganun naman talaga, e. We all want to pry into other people's lives. Aminin man natin ito o hindi. Likas tayong usisero at usisera. Yun lang yun.

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ASYM

I wasn't able to watch Ala Singko Y Medya this morning, for that I wasn't able to see my hon perform along with the cast of the play Florante at Laura. I don't keep my cellphone on when I go to sleep, that's why when I woke up and received her message, it's already 10 am.Too bad.